Chanelle was feeling lately left out by her friends. Most of them had made their own friends and she didn't fit in there anymore or they were too much into studying and barely noticed Chanelle. She wasn't sure what she should do exactly to now. She never really had felt that way, expect when it came to her family but there was easy, just ignore that feeling but with friends she couldn't do it since they were like family to her.
She did walk around the castle and ended up going outside near the lake. She realized it when she was really close to the water, just like few meters away from it. She sighed and just did stand there looking at the water. She wondered what she should do. She even wasn't sure from who to ask help or maybe she could talk with some of her friends and ask what's going on. This wasn't like her but she couldn't do anything at the moment. She felt also so useless right now. Chanelle was someone who wouldn't do such things to her friends never, to ignore them without good reason since her friends were her family for sure. Her own family was something what she hated, well they started it. Actually her step-mother and step-sisters did start it back then when she was a still a kid. They even managed to turn her father and half-brother against her. She wasn't sure how they did and she doesn't really care anymore.
When ever she goes her home she barely wants to stay there. She feels there outcast for sure. She feels like she doesn't belong there. She want's to graduate fast and live her own life. She still tries to figure out what exactly she wants to be in future. She sighed one more time. "What should I do?" she asked from herself and still looked at the water there. She wished she had any good answers all these questions in her head.