Shards of Trust (Jackson(Aza NPC)) [Warning: swearing, sexual themes]

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Sasha knew what she did was very wrong and she should have come clean from the start. She can't really change what she did now. She can't go and changes anything. She really feels bad now what she has done but she doesn't really regret it.

When Jackson yelped his hands away from her then is when the girl felt even worse there now. She now realized how much harm she might have caused with her actions. She had no idea what to do now. All she knew that this won't be fixed easily now.

"Yes I lied and I'm so sorry," she said there now quietly. She really was sorry. Then again her parents never asked really questions where or why she was going somewhere. They always let her do whatever she wanted. They never seemed to care much about her. All they cared about was their work and now her mother some woman named Sierra.

She had n idea what to say there now. "I'm sorry," she said again. This was something she could only say there now. The girl knew that her lie is now out there and she has to deal with it too but she had no idea how. She had no idea how to even fix things between her and Jackson.

"You're... sorry?" Jackson echoed, unknowingly rising from the sofa, his arms firmly by his side as the girl... the minor, in front of him cried. Now that she had admitted it, the wizard flinched each time he looked at her. Her tiny frame, her shy mannerisms, her panic stricken gaze, her fear... She was a child.

She was a child and he was a...

The idea that his hands had been all over her bare flesh made him want to bend over and vomit all over the plush carpet. "You... ruined my life and you're sorry..?" If she'd lied about her age, what else had she lied about? Was this really her home? Was she really British? Was she even a student?

Did she actually ever love him?

The instinct to go to the kitchen and pull something alcoholic out of it was so overpowering, Jackson had to actively grit his teeth and lock his feet into a still position to avoid it. His mind was screaming the word he couldn't say out loud at him, but it wasn't loud enough to drown out Diem's screams and where Sasha sat, crying on the sofa, all Jackson could see was he slowly growing pool of blood.

"Do you have any idea," he hissed through his teeth, the anger darkening his already onyx black orbs into storm clouds. "What they call people who fuck... children?" At that, his knees gave way, his mouth opening into a dry heave as he hit the floor. There was no food for him to expel but that didn't stop his stomach from trying. As emission after dry emission tore through his throat, the man reached out to hold himself up from collapsing completely.

Should Sasha try to help him in his distress, he would flinch away from her, refusing to let her anywhere near him let alone touch his body. She had done enough damage to him to last several lifetimes, and every moment he spent here with her, it only added to that.

She had not simply lied... She had taken everything he had worked so hard for his entire life. His career, his dreams, his reputation... She had truly left him with nothing but these dry heaves trying to tear his body in two.

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Sasha knew now what she had done was very wrong and she didn't just ruin her own life more but she instead ruined even someone else life. She felt really terrible about this. The girl knew there is probably nothing that can fix things between them now. She can't make her feel any better now. There is no way how to do it, at least she doesn't know the way.

The girl just cried there and didn't say even that she is sorry there now. Since seemed like there was no point to say it anymore. She had ruined one of the good things in her life just now. She knew that. She was a terrible person.

She heard Jackson ask if she knows what people call the person who fucks children. Of course, Sasha knew that but still, she doesn't regret what she did. The girl had been honest everything else expect her age. This was her home and parents. Everything else except her age and being in university was true. So even Sasha was actually heartbroken.

The girl just kept crying there now, she didn't trust her own voice even to speak up there now. So yeah she was quiet instead and just watched Jackson there fall apart in front of her. She knew there is nothing she can d now. There is no way she can help her or him. Everything between them seemed to be over because of the one big lie she was carrying with her so long.

Sasha had really fallen for Jackson but she knew that he won't probably believe anything again what she is saying. The girl was very devastated for sure. All she knew she had lost someone she loves again. She keeps just losing people. Basically, some lie made her and her parents fall apart too, that she needs to figure out still, what lie is there or secret.

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