20th August
Hey Jackson,
First of all, I wanna say I'm very sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you like this. This was no intention really. I should haven't lied about my age, I should have corrected you when you tried to guess my age in the letters and that I was in college. I'm really really sorry about all this.
Secondly, I found out who that Sierra woman was now. Well, I made my mother spill the truth finally a few days ago. Comes out that I have actually older sister, about who I had no idea. And I was born just to make the emptiness go away for them but it didn't. Well, emptiness about giving away their baby girl Sierra because they couldn't take care of her or something. So my parents really never wanted to have me. That's why they have been so cold towards me.
Thirdly, at the same time day, I realized my parents might even divorce. After all these years they have drifted apart and there is no love between them anymore.
So yeah with one Summer my life can become completely mess.
I never lied to you about me loving you. Not sure if you will believe me or if you will ever read this letter. But I miss you. And I'm really sorry about what I did.
Sasha
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